Sacrificial Cycle
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by Philip Fried
1. Abraham Through the ages, I'm continually on the verge of sacrificing my son at my God's command until at the instant of pardon — sure to come? -- He interposes the innocent ram. Again and again. I'm tired of being Abraham whose mind races while his body performs the enforced proffer of dear Isaac's blood. Races ... in hypnotic gaps between the words. That is to say, words that stay in place seem more like islands, so even the Elohim they continue to affirm is lured to gaze at a surrounding sea of white silence. 2. Isaac Father loves me, so Elohim must love me, I'm continually repeating to myself as we climb the mountain. To obey means discovering my rightful place among the men, beneath the deity. Father's so inward and quiet, but I'm alive to every leaf trembling in the breeze and that marvelous ram father will later see. But in the back of my mind, I know we're bound for that stony altar where I'll be offered up again for burning before I'm saved, and again I'm trembling for that wholly innocent ram. 3. The Ram It looks like I'm the only one in the story familiar with the higher criticism and whose mind is chewing on textual variants as his rear teeth are grinding vegetation. I suspect they don't know, although they're on edge, that we're all actors in an eternal recurrence, and that it's always their nature to sacrifice the most percipient and the true yea-sayer. 4. The Book I never guessed that my front and back covers were the two brackets of a parenthesis holding all the contents in suspension; even after being carefully pared down to the canonical, excluding odd candidates as merely the would-be sacred, and still hundreds and hundreds of pages long, am I just a holy wish, a held breath? Philip Fried's latest book of poetry, to be and not to be, will be published this fall by Salmon Poetry, Ireland. |